NON-FICTION

No questions, just lend a hand

Globe and Mail, May 22, 2008

A few Sundays ago, the day after my grand-daughter died, I went to visit my mother. My mother is 88; she knew I’d donated a kidney to Amelia last June. I said, “Mom, I have very sad news. Amelia died yesterday.”  MORE

Good-bye Amelia

Globe and Mail, April 27, 2008

On the morning of Tuesday, June 26, 2007, I went into hospital to donate a kidney to my 27-year-old grand-daughter Amelia. The operation went well, and six weeks later the Globe and Mail ran my story, Joint Venture, about Amelia and me and the kidney transplant.  MORE

Speech for Amelia’s memorial service

Hart House, University of Toronto, April 13, 2008

Amelia was two when I met her for the first time in January 1983. I was 30. We all joked that I was the third grand-father, after Alan, who was number 1, and Robin, who was number two. Being number three absolved me of any serious responsibility; I was free to enjoy her as the sunny, funny, good-natured kid she was.  MORE

Joint Venture

Feature story, Globe and Mail, August 11, 2007

On the day of the transplant, I woke up at 5, a few minutes before the alarm. I got out of bed, put on a pair of jeans and a black t-shirt, took the dog out, and carried the garbage cans out to the curb. The morning air felt warm and humid. My bag was packed and I was ready and there was nothing else to do so I sat on the front step and waited for the cab.  MORE

Sailing into the Rainforest
Travel story, Vancouver Sun, March 12, 2006

The black bear was enjoying a late dinner in a clearing near the riverbank. He looked up, leafy greens still in his mouth, and stared at us. We boldly returned his stare. It was easy to be bold because we were sitting in a zodiac with a hundred feet of the Kitlope River for protection. The bear calmly finished his meal and waddled off into the forest. We waited for a few minutes and then went ashore, and stood in the clearing where the bear had stood.  MORE

The Year of Magical Thinking
Review, Vancouver Sun, October 29, 2005

For close to forty years now, Joan Didion has used her masterful skills as a non-fiction writer to conduct a subtle and persistent interrogation of American culture and political life. Her writing is at once intensely subjective and completely objective; free of any obvious bias or political loyalty, she’s always searching for the truth, for the reality behind the image, for the mechanism behind the curtain, for the wizard at the controls.  MORE

Losing our religion
Globe and Mail, February 21, 2005

Social change can shake the ground like thunder, but it can also arrive as silently as a sunrise. In 2001 almost five million Canadians told Statistics Canada that they have no religion. That’s a record number—16 percent of the population, up from 12 percent in 1991 and just one percent in 1971.  MORE

Ponce de Leon was looking in the wrong place
Vancouver Sun, February 21, 2005

Spanish explorer Ponce de Leon was searching for the elusive Fountain of Youth when he landed on the coast of Florida back in 1513. He never found it. I think I know why. He was on the wrong boat.

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Meet Alice, the 10-year-old ethicist
The Globe and Mail, February 2, 2005

Is there any entity on the planet more predictable than a giant corporation? In typical copycat fashion, Nortel Networks has overreacted to its recent accounting misadventures by creating the post of Chief Ethics Officer.  MORE

Jumper
Geist #52, Spring 2004

One night I drove to Lions Gate Bridge over Burrard Inlet in Vancouver, to research a short story I was writing about a lonely, suicidal widower. I wanted to see what my character would see standing at the railing, late at night, in the middle of the bridge, as he got ready to jump. I got in my car around midnight and drove downtown, through Stanley Park and across the bridge. Just past the bridge, I parked near a small building on the right-hand side of the road and walked back toward the bridge. As I passed the building, I looked in and saw a small office with a woman sitting at a desk. I kept walking. MORE

Miami Beach Exile
Geist #49, Summer 2003

In the fall of 1972 I packed all my belongings in the trunk of an old Volkswagen and drove south from Toronto to Miami, where I planned to paint houses for the winter and make enough money for university the next fall. I was twenty years old. I thought this plan made sense. I drove the interstates all the way and picked up hitchhikers who said Miami was cool but Miami Beach was cooler. MORE

In memory of my father
Memorial service speech, June 2003

Dad went into hospital on Friday after suffering a heart attack the day before. I got a call from the doctor on Sunday morning. She said dad’s condition was serious and that he might only last hours, or at most, days. I booked a flight to Toronto and arrived at the airport at about 12:30 am. MORE

Impotent no more
Globe and Mail, March 29, 2003

Viagra is a funny word, funnier than sex or penis or vagina or intercourse. You don’t need to construct a Viagra joke, because the word contains its own setup and punchline. Just drop it into a conversation and if there are men present in the room you will get a laugh, or at the very least, smirks and smiles. MORE

What should we talk about now?
Geist #44, Spring 2002
Nominated for a Western Magazine Award, June 2003

For the last six months, my father has spent all of his nights and most of his days in a pink room on the second floor of LeisureWorld, a nursing home near Lake Ontario in suburban Toronto. When I walk into this room at ten in the morning I find him curled up on his single bed, eyes closed, cane between his thin legs, glasses askew on his nose, sweater tucked inside his jeans, slippers still on, mouth open, brow slightly creased. MORE

Ladder 25
Geist #43, Winter 2001

Ladder 25 of the New York City Fire Department is a small fire station on West 77th Street, on the upper west side of Manhattan. At the beginning of October, I was staying for a few days in a studio apartment in a brownstone just down the street from Ladder 25, and every morning on my way to the subway, and every evening, on my way back, I would stop at the sidewalk memorial of flowers, candles, photos and messages paying tribute to the six firefighters who died in the collapse of the World Trade Center towers. MORE

Why I sail
Unpublished, Spring 2003

Few sailors will admit it, but sailing is mostly about escape. We sail to get away, and often dream of staying away, as though our boats could provide passage to a different and better life. When we push off from the dock, almost giddy with a sense of freedom, we put the land behind us and the sea in front of us, and trust in our skills and a couple of tons of fiberglass, wood and metal to keep us afloat. But we rarely stray far. Six hours later, we close the circle of imagined freedom by stepping back onto the same dock and then we breathe a sigh of relief to be safe again. MORE

Home
Unpublished, Winter 2002

I have come home to help my mother. By “home” I do not mean the house in Vancouver where my partner and I live, but the place where my parents live, in suburban Toronto, on the 17th floor of a high-rise condo overlooking a flatland of shopping malls and subdivisions, freeways and office buildings. The distinction is a troubling one, and with my father seriously ill in the hospital even more so. MORE

Requiem for a friendship
Unpublished, Winter 2003

If I look to the west on my way to work in the morning, I can see the tallest building in Vancouver rising above the skyline in a slim profile of glass. This graceful building was designed by the man who was my closest childhood friend forty years ago. We are no longer close friends, for reasons I will explain, and the demise of our friendship haunts me. MORE